Those feelings have been festering since Monday! It has effected my mood, my interactions with the kids, my patience and understanding, and my relationship with my husband. I have been harming myself for days with unkind words! Yesterday I had enough. I looked in the mirror and said that this rejection was not because of me personally. I am smart, talented, dedicated, and a damn hard worker. After saying this over and over I finally truly looked at myself and believed the words that came out of my mouth.
I still not happy, bubbly, or positive about the job situation but I feel better about myself. And isn't that what it's all about?
It's amazing what make-up can do!
P.S. I know everyone is tired of the pity party and talk of jobs. I will not be mentioning it again.